Some aunty just put her knee on my pillow. WTF!

I really hate it when people come from outside and go on my bed. I really cannot stand it okay. Like hello, a bed is where somebody sleeps. Its like understood one what! So they just barge into my room, number one, stupid that I didn't close the door, I shoulda locked the door in fact. So fine.

Never mind that you enter my room, then you want to take a look at the window. Fine no harm. But can you PLEASE be like aware that you are in someone's bedroom?! And then, just to see that window grill, because you cannot see it properly you put one leg on my bed? ON MY PILLOW SOMEMORE!

WHAT THE FUCK!

I don't even let my family sit on my bed when they come back from outside or if they are sweaty. I don't even lie on my bed when I am dirty. The only time I go on my bed when I am dirty is when I am really really badly ill. Like when I kena asthma or gastric that I become immobile.

The worse thing is that I could have said something, but I didn't and it fucking happened! And that I allowed it to continue I feel that I was being fucking unfair to my family lor.

What the fuck.

I felt damn fucking helpless at that point of time. Like my mood went down all the way. Think everyone would have noticed if they saw. I really felt like saying, "Aunty, sorry but can you take your leg off my bed." But it sounds really rude, especially since my mood is already down, I find it very hard to smile. In fact, after that, I couldn't smile at all, I didn't want to entertain all the guests right after that. Just wanted to lock my door.

Told mommy. I felt really unfair to her. Like they are guests and she can't do anything either. And like she offered to change my bed sheets but that is not the point! Its worse if my bed sheets are changed! it's just wasting water to wash the whole sheet when only my pillow and abit of my bed kena. But I was really in a damn, fucking bad mood. Damn fucking bad.

Next time I will really lock the door. No one WIL BE ALLOWED TO ENTER!

Now I know why my cousin forbids anyone to enter her room.

...that I seldom used the F-word. Now yall know when I use it. This is one of them.

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